Wow! I can’t believe it’s almost been a year since I last blogged. How sad is that????
I guess that makes me a pretty sad blogger. 
 Well, here’s a new post for my beloved blog space…..
I am now the mother of two and there are several emotions that I feel about that…. First and Foremost, I feel so very grateful for my sweet burgeoning family. I can’t be grateful enough for the incredible blessings God has given me in my two sweet girls and a most wonderful husband of almost 5 years.
At the same time, sometimes I’m struggling with the desire to do something that I perceive will make a more immediate impact for the Kingdom of God than raising my 2 little blessings. I kind of miss being able to get some things done and be in the fray so to speak. I miss working out details and plans and such… and more than that, providing an atmosphere where people can get to know each other better and really spur each other on in the faith.
I wonder if this is impatience on my part in not wanting to wait for the results of my labor. However, I’m glad we’re not at that time when I see those results because I think I have much to learn in persevering through the long haul. I pray that God will indeed be the Lord of my life and I will be his slave to accomplish His will and bring about a fruit that is more precious than gold. The fruit of two women who understand what it means to have an intimate love relationship with God and a husband(should God give them one).
I pray that God will give me the strength to be faithful in the daily living. In the little things and to value them for what they are growing in me rather than for the fruit that I can see/measure.
Thanks Lord for your patient loving kindness that never gives up on me even when I continue to fall down and really make a mess of things.